Words To Live By

"There is no such thing as inner peace. There is only nervousness or death. Any attempt to prove otherwise constitutes unacceptable behavior."

Fran Lebowitz - The Fran Lebowitz Reader

Amen, sister.

also ...

possible use for that pound of saurkraut

Oh look! So that's where I left my sense of humor.

Update...
Despite the weather outside, it appears the storm inside my noggin' has passed. I slept completely through the night last night for the first time in weeks. I dreamed. I woke up centered and rested. Most significantly, I woke up un-afraid. My fear being the most puzzling and crippling aspect of this episode. Which leads me to give some credence to a theory my therapist floated. That my problems may have been rooted in a story I wasn't able to tell anyone but her and my Dad. One I still can't tell for fear of my own safety and for legal reasons. Don't mean to tease, just want to set the record straight and remember things correctly.